Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, January 27, 2007

HI ppl! its been a busy week for me! busy with so many stuff, such as homework which are coming in almost everyday, my shooting practices as the trial is drawing nearer, hmmm, almost everything ba. didnt really have time to do shopping much, maybe only in the weekends. this is so unlike in the past, where i could go shopping any time i like! even going out in weekends requires consideration first, due to my heavy workload. sigh. this is worst for my dear, who has soccer practices almost everyday! glad that he could still at least finish his homework on time.

was chatting with boyi currently on msn and he brought up a point, which is too true, and is happening to most of the people around us. has anyone realise that many stuff have changed in just a month? the people who we used to hang out with and who we are hanging out with currently? the people who we used to chat on the phone with and who we are chatting on the phone with now? the people who were once closed to our hearts and who are now closed to our hearts? indeed, many things have changed, with or without our notice. i guess most of us were not conscious of the change, but it is something that had happened. sad to say, the change in the environment, the choice of different path to different schools, the lack of communication due to various reasons led to this inevitable great change. even being in the same school, communication can be limited. it still depend on one self afterall. are you willing to take some time out to call a friend who you used to chat with almost everyday? do you mind taking the trouble to go to your friend's class just to say hi? or do you even care about their existence, even if both of you are no longer in the same school? i agree that human changes, but will all these ever change? no one knows, but maybe its time to question ourselves. maybe, i'm missing my friends subconsciously. maybe i'm.......

veron came my house this afternoon to get me to teach her physics. sigh. its known that my physics is a private limited. did manage to teach her some basic concepts, but stuff like a ripple tank sounds so foreign! i tried my best le. hope its of some help to her ba. haha. went to tiong with her after that to get ourselves ice-cream! oh man, ice-cream really rocks!! super duper tasty!! yay! ver and ice cream rocks! hehehe. lalalala. i slack at home almost the whole day. *guilty though, but can't be help it! afterall i finished my homework!*

planning to go out tomorrow, to orchard ba. helping hl to get clothes for chinese new year! wheeeeeeee! cny is coming!! but its after the release of o'level results. sigh. hope all will do well ba! finally can go out play lo! wheeeeee! hope to see everyone soon too! to be true, i'm missing my friends....

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

YO peeps! orientation is finally over! its extremely fun and enjoyable! but everything ended last night. hahaha. we were having so much fun this whole week, excluding the external hunt that stretched from Pasir Ris to Woodlands for my OG. that was the only thing that was boring. imagine travelling on the bus and train for so long to pasir ris just to play some not-exciting-at-all games in the pasir ris park and area, then all the way to woodlands, not to play any game, but just to report. how interesting?! haha. i spent around 4 bucks on just the travelling fee! sigh. went to king albert park to have dinner that night with my OG. hahaha. its was very fun! hahaha. the peeps in my OG are friendly and it is really nice to have them as classmates! hahhaa. my OGLs are super fantastic too! they are really making wonders man! OGLs and 07S06 rock all the way!! WHEEEEEEE! had war games where we played water bombs yesterday morning. got really wet and wild! hahaha. wonderful! orientation ended with a dance party yesterday night. went really really crazy during the party! was dancing on the platform and yelling like a lunatic. hahaha. made me wonder when was the last time i enjoyed myself to the fullest. to be true, NJC ROCKS MAN! hahaha.

went shopping with ying to get cny clothes today. bought a red poker dot dress and two tops. very nice! hahaha. super tiring trip cause i went to three places just to get these stuff! first was marina square, followed by chinatown and lastly, bugis junction. the first two places were FANTASTIC lo. didn't even get ANYTHING there sia. all those were bought in bugis. sigh. waste my time going to those two areas man. dumb me. plus i made yingying to walk so much with me. evil me. sorry ying! =( make up to you another day. heehee.

went to sentosa after that to have dinner with my Nj clan. SHACKLETON ROCKS! <-- shackleton is my clan name! nice right? *nods nods* hehe. did a bad thing man. sigh. was feeling very tired and sian ma, so gave hl that kind of bo-chap and super-sian look. i guessed it affected him quite badly too. sigh. sorry dear. guessed you must have been really pissed by me. feeling super guilty now. its like, i'm so evil and yet, he never flares at me! what is wrong with me?! sian. i'm always doing the wrong stuff to the wrong person. ppl who i should treat nicely are not being treated nicely by me. something is really very wrong with me! sigh. i need to be cured, by no one, but myself. i'm beginning to hate myself, for what i'm doing. hai.

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Monday, January 08, 2007

YO peeps! haha. i'm blogging today too! haha. updating about my orientation! haha. the first good thing that happened at the start of the day is that i went into class 07S06! hahah. this class is dominated by nan huarians and my dear is in the same class as me!! YAY! haha. adding to this great news is that i got the same OGLs back! OMG! you know how lucky i am, to get the same OGLs and have many friends and my dear in the same class as me! WHEEEE! haha. i'm really in luck, should go buy toto hoh. hahaha.

Orientation started with OG bonding session where we played whacko and ice breaker. hahaha. played a game called 'elope'. quite a difficult game to explain, so i shan't do it then. hahaha. lalalal. after that, we went for our mass dance lessons. OMG, the dance is really difficult! really really tough and tiring. i really admired the OGLs who have mastered all the 3 mass dances. just one is enough to kill me, let alone THREE! coupled with the difficult dance steps was the hot weather. the blazing sun was driving me crazy and making me feel faint, as we were dancing in the parade square in the AFTERNOON. what a nice time to dance in the open! lalallala. was really famished when i finally ate some food.

lunch was simple and we had a clan bonding session after it. oh, i forgot to introduce the different houses, or clans as they are called, in Nj. the whole orientation, named The Odyssey, actually started with an introduction of the clans and the origins of them. the different clans put up a marvellous performance, showing us the different origins of each noble clan. it was really COOL and FANTASTIC! the performance was really fabulous! hahaha. i wonder if those who danced are professional dancers. heehee. the different clans are aerius aka alvarez being the purple house, aqua aka azara being the blue house, ignis aka ingstad being the red house, lignum aka lopez being the orange house, solaris aka shackleton being the yellow house and last but not least, terra aka torres being the green house! COOL right?! *nods vigorously* hahhaa. i happen to be in SHACKLETON! YAY! hehe. i love my clan, my class and my OGLs!! YAY! they ROCK man!!!

Gonna have a tiring day tomorrow i guess. having station games tomorrow! omg, 16 stations leh! will get very wet and gonna be wild ba! lalallaa. luckily, my mass dance lessons will not be in the parade square again. being at the mercy of the sun is really unlucky lo! hope i can rot in the hall tomorrow!! WHEEEE!

Super duper tired today. shall continue another day, depending on my mood. hehe. take care, peeps! =D

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

YO! so long never blog lo! haha. school has re-opened and for me, who is currently in Nj for first three months, life is boring. sighh. firstly, my real orientation has not started! it only starts tomorrow! most schools have already finished their orientation and we haven't even started! sigh. so peeps, guess what i have been doing these three days after school reopens? practically rotting in the hall, listening to boring talks of teachers introducing compulsory subjects in Nj, attending introductory classes in which teachers of different departments introduced the syllabus of the subject they are teaching. SO, of course its boring, but its part and parcel of the 'whole' orientation. hahaha.

Secondly, i'm changing OG (orientation grp) tomorrow! cause we are going to be re-grouped into new OGs according to our classes. sigh. we have just make friends from our current OG, then we have to be separated and have to make new friends again. omg, what is all these about?! forming bonds and breaking them and forming bonds again? are we playing bonds game? or applying the concepts we have learnt about chemical bonding from chemistry? that bonds can break and form anytime, anywhere? sigh. sad to be separated from my OG. the peeps are nice and interesting! and my OGLs are super duper nice! bought sweets for us on friday. so thoughtful of them. hope i have friends who i know going into the same OG as me and hope i get the same OGLs! but i guessed its not so possible to have the same OGLs ba. nvm, i shall wished for friends who i know and nice OGLs! haha. lalalalal.

Orientation starting tomorrow is gonna be fun. just looked at the schedule. will be having fun games (at least i believed the games are fun) and mass dancing! COOL! hahha. but i saw the video on the mass dance le and its definitely difficult! its almost the standard of professional hip-hop dancing! haha. but its definitely gonna be fun learning the steps too! heehee.

Although last week was boring, we were having some rapport-building games with our OGs and learning some cheers of Nj too. learning cheers was the best out of everything man. the OGLs were SOOOOO HIGH! haha. they literally brought the whole atmosphere in the hall to the peek! WHEEEEE! hahah. i was as crazy as the OGLs, jumping and yelling in the hall. hahaha. but of course, there were some who were not as enthu ba. guessed they didn't find it interesting ba and so, they didn't enjoy it, i guess. haha. nvm, i enjoyed it and that's it!!! WHEEEEEE!

Went back to nan hua on sat morning for cca extravaganza! hmm, it was quite fun and my juniors improved so much! haha. well done NHCO! was very glad to see my juniors too. hehe. met up with a lot of teachers too. had a nice chat with many of them and the teachers were still as friendly as before! awww, i'm glad to have them as my teachers once! hahaha!
went to pool after that with yingying! so fun! didn't go pool for so long le. enjoyed it so much!!! hehe. and i won!!! YAY! but ying improved quite a lot (actually we are both noobs la)! haha. good good! next time jio her or my dear or my friends to go play with me! WHEEEE! a bit pool-craze. cause its really FUN! hahah. peeps, jio me to pool next time also leh. i will try to make it de! haha. lalalla.

Wonder when is the O'lvl results going to be released. sigh. im worried, to be true. worried about whether me and my dear could make it back to Nj. sigh. but there's no point to be worried too. everything is fixed. i can't change it anymore. nvm, i shall wait for the date where it will be released, and be prepared for it. haha. lalallala.

Peeps! i shall continue another time ba. hehe. take care, peeps! =D

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