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Monday, April 30, 2007

SOOO SIAN... its 11.54 am and i'm rotting at home because i'm sick:( sigh. was down with a bad flu yesterday so wasn't feeling good enough to go school today. sob. woke up in the morning, hoping that i can go school, but was knocked out by some giddy spells that attacked me right in the morning. so, i went back to sleep and only woke up at around 10. its so damn boring to stay at home, rotting and contributing carbon dioxide to the atmosphere but what can i do? ahhhhhhhhh!! i should have gone school today!!! omg, so full of regrets. nvm, since i'm sick, i shall be a good girl and rest at home then. lalalla!

HOMEWORK IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! sobsob. i have been so busy dealing with homework these few days that they are really driving me NUTS!! MATHS, CHEMISTRY, ECONS!! oh man!! someone save me!! sighhh.. *yawn* feeling tired. gonna go rest lo!! hehe!

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

HI PEOPLE!

wahahaha! no lessons tomorrow!! wheeeee!! so happy:) its NJC Campaigning day tomorrow!! so the whole school will be busy listening to speech and debates tomorrow! hahaa. happy:) seriously, i just want to get it over and done with, cause its a total waste of time to me. others may find joy in doing it, but that's because they all have a common goal, that is to serve the school. no, not that i don't want to serve the school, but i just don't want to serve the school through council. afterall, there are many other ways to serve the school too! i do admit that the council has very very nice people like my former house cap and vice cap, Sasha and Joanne, my current house cap, Sam. they are really very very nice and the important thing is that they stand by us, even during difficult times. but sometimes, you can't join something for the sake of some people. yes, they are very nice, but joining the council because there are such nice seniors there aren't really the logical thing to do, especially when there are like only a few nice seniors. to be true, i really dislike most of the people in the council. but i won't go against them. afterall, they are still the largest group of people in our school who represents the student body. so, they deserve some respect, but not anything more than that from me. hopefully, the day will be fun tomorrow. maybe, its the only official day in school that we don't have to attend lessons and discuss boring tutorials. hahaha.

feeling rather tired today. had pe but i didnt finish my 2.4:( feeling very sad about it. my legs ached too badly to continue running. guess my muscles were torn during the five stations. hmmm, shall rest well before i run again on friday ba. hope that the weather will be fine on friday too!! didn't really like the idea of running under the scorching sun:( that's what i did today.. lalalal!

okie, shall end here:) overall, its a boring day today!:( and i miss my dear so much...

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

HI PEOPLE!

finally, i have time to blog! haha. sorry peeps, have been very busy nowadays. trying to get myself being voted OUT of council. heehee:) a bit crazy to some people, yes, it is. lotsa people have asked me the question why? but the answer is too simple. i dislike the way the council works, i dislike the people in council, overall, I DISLIKE EVERYTHING OF THE STUDENT COUNCIL, especially the teacher-in-charge. shall not say much about the council, because i feel that they are not fit to appear in my blog. too bad then. people of njc, pls, PLS DON'T VOTE FOR ME IF YOU READ THIS POST! i don't want my two years in NJ to live in misery. thanks foryour cooperation. i really appreciate your understanding. Instead, you can vote for Shermin!! she's no 61! look out for her and VOTE FOR HER!! hahaha:)

the week's finally ending! haha! hmm, gonna drag tomorrow i guess. friday is the most boring day of the week, because of the subjects on that day. imagine having two periods of PW, econs lecture, maths lecture, MATHS TUTORIAL... not that i drag maths, no i don't. in fact, i like maths! but maybe, the teacher is too boring that i dragged attending maths tutorial:( if only maths and PW tutorials were like chemistry tutorials! OMG, its the best thing to ever happen!! chem tutorial simply rocks man!! my teacher, also my civics tutor, really ROCKS!! he's really a super duper nice and good teacher!! very VERY INSPIRIING!! trust me, he's the only teacher who i have ever approached for advices and counselling in my life!! thanks Mr Goh (my teacher!!) lalalalal! hmmm, i'm having P.E tomorrow!! haha. guess its 2.4. but it doesn't really matter though:) somehow, i find myself starting to enjoy and like running! maybe it really helps me in releasing the stress that i'm going through and yes, as what caslin has said, its the only lesson that does not require the brain! HAHA! hope i do well for NAPFA. don't wanna go for p.e remedial!!:(

going out for dinner with my dearest tomorrow!! haha. so happy! seriously, i haven't seen him for almost a week and i really miss him so damn much!! sigh. though being in different schools will lessen the time we get to see each other, but i think its a good experience for us. i was thinking about me and him(my dear!) when i was on the train home today. hmmm, should i say that we have gone through quite a lot of obstacles together since the day we decided to be together? i could still recall that very day when he left for malaysia for his soccer training last year. i cried on the train with veron beside me when i received a very simple message from him on my way home after shopping with him. after that, we had a series of quarrels which all couples would definitely experience through their love life. hmm, i will not deny that we do quarrel at times, even now we still do, but through quarrels, i realise i have understand him so much better! i believe he has learnt a lot of new things about me through the quarrels too. yes, some guys may find girls being unreasonable at times, yelling and shouting for no particular reason, but all of us have our temperaments too. guys do experience mood swings too, maybe just not as often as girls. seriously, i really admire the way my darling put up with all my nonsense through this period of time. he has openly admitted that he had been angry with me at times for being unreasonable and he just couldn't understand why i'm behaving like this, but he put up with everything! i can tell everyone proudly that haoli has never scold or yell at me at all, since we start till now, not a single bit! haha! i really appreciate everything that he has done for me!! to think of it now, being in different schools is not a total bad thing too. quarrels are minimised and absence really makes the hearts fonder!! i feel so happy to see haoli every week and i look forward to seeing him every week! even if we don't go shopping, mugging is a good activity too!! hehe! it may sound so boring to some people, but its definitely not when you do it with the person you love so much! haha. every minute and second spent together means to me, simply because we are not in the same school. maybe, being separated in different schools will help us to treasure the time we have together more, treasure the other party more! and maybe, if we survive through jc, it will help a lot when he goes for NS. haha! yea, i'm thinking too much, but i will try to maintain the relationship as best as i can! lalalala!!

hahaha, too much about the me and my dear, gonna stop here!! shall continue another time!! hopefully after my campaigning! heehee. i'm going to pray that i get voted OUT of council!! haha!! people, wish me luck! thanks:)

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

yo peeps!! haha. enjoyed my day man!! was kinda busy and tiring, but overall, its still quite fun!! hmm, gonna be so damn busy with council stuff for this 2 weeks. campaigning starts this monday, but the campaigning day is on 18 april. lalala. have a speech to make and a fund-raising event to run. haha. guess its going to be damn fun!! wheeeeeeeee!! however, im going to be very busy too!! got so many stuff to do at one go!! like chemistry project, council campaigning, pw... sigh. hope i can cope with it!! if not, its gonna be big trouble for me lo:( lalalala.

went shopping with my dearest today!! so happy!! haha. no one is to blame me for being this crazy about just going out with him, alright?! its only ONCE A WEEK!! poor me. can you imagine? waiting for a whole week and finally, FINALLY, YOU CAN SEE HIM!! omg! DEAR, I MISS YOU SO BADLY!! hahahhaha! too sweet for some. nevermind, sugar can be digested and stored as glycogen!! heehee:) went for movie!! MR BEAN's holiday. hahah. quite funny, but a bit lame though. enjoyed it!! entertainment is so important to me nowadays!! wheeeeee!! partly of my enjoyment was due to hl's presence too! hahaha. now, you see the power of a stimulant!! its really great man!! hahaha *i'm crapping and writing nonsense! some stimulants are bad for health ks?! * after movie, we were home!! haha! short day, but i enjoyed it greatly:) thanks dear, you are the best!!

came online to chat with XUELI at around 10 plus!! haha. she's still as funny!! firstly, she started with some nonsense *i shall not be so specific about what she said!* then some stuff happen and i wasn't very song with one of my friends. SO, this wonderful XUELI 'counselled' me and give me so many advice and da dao li! haha. So cute right?!! eh peeps, don't be deceived by her dao look when she doesn't speak ks? she damn WARM and NICE! and SHE ROCKS MAN!! hahah!! XUELI! THANKS SO MUCH!! you are great man! really GREAT!

went over to veron house yesterday night after shopping to get my campaign-required stuff done. omg, veron is just another one of the greatest things that ever happen to me man! (apart from good friends and best dear!) she's so nice to offer her help for the A4 photo which i need:) and she did most of the photo-related stuff for me, cause i'm not as inclined as ver is in such IT stuff. nevertheless, she did a FANTASTIC JOB!! ver, THANKS SO MUCH!! you are really great too! hee:) peeps, you know what? cousins are likely to be alike!! in terms of looks and tastes!! although ver doesn't look much like me, we have kind of the same taste! *notice: i.m not referring to fashion taste!! haha!* i was looking for a bag yesterday during shopping and we (me, ver and hanling) saw this puma bag. it comes with three colours, white, red and green. guess what colour i choose? obvious right? GREEN! haha. and ver preferred the green one too! Hanling, although i must admit that the white one is nice, but i prefer green stuff more:) heehee. both ver and hanling are really good companions for shopping man!! lalala!! okie, i enjoyed both yesterday and today man! the people who accompanied me are really great!! thanks everyone!!

since i'm going to be quite busy recently, i may not have the time to blog as much as before anymore:( nevertheless, i will still try to blog whenever i'm free ks? haha. okie, gonna stop here!! shall continue another time!! :)

P.S: NJ's indian dance team just finished their syf and they got a gold with honours!! omg!! its so good!! congrats to shermin, who is in the team! i'm so proud of you!!:)

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

HI peeps!! HAPPY APRIL FOOL!! hahah. nice day!! got tricked by nice bobo early in the morning! how 'NICE' of bobo hoh! i thought what had i done wrongly!! omg, it really shocked me so badly man. eh, bobo, if you happened to read this post, warning hoh!! no more of such shocking stuff!! if you wanna play, use something that has a lesser impact!! thanks. i will REALLY APPRECIATE it. hahahhaa.

went to hl's house to study today!! wheeeeee!! learnt how to do mathematical induction!! so happy! hehe:) thanks dear for teaching me!! lalallala. was kinda tired today, cause i woke up so early today!!:( was afraid that i might be late(meeting hl ma...) so didn't dare to slp too much! sigh. gonna sleep earlier tonight. heehee. finished all my homework!! AWWW, I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! haha.

hmmm, after a week, that crazy guy finally stop harrassing me lo!! wheeeeeee!! seriously, there is this crazy stalker in my school, who has been 'harassing' me. dumb guy! he literally scared me out of my wits! and worried haoli so badly that he chiong back to NJ immediately after i told him about that issue. haha. luckily, he stopped. i guess he was frightened by hl and my friend, xueli ba!! haha! Thanks Hl (dearest!!) and Xueli sooooo much!! *LOVE Xueli SO MUCH!!* hahahha! i really appreciate everything that you all have done for me!! xiexie!! heehee... *phew* i feel so relieved! no more stalker in school!! lalallala:)

P.E lessons have been so vigorous that i realised i have ran a lot in school:( hmmm, 9 rounds in a week. its low kick to the touch rugby and soccer players, but its BIG BIG DEAL to me. you see the thing is that i'm so unfit and no stamina at all, 9 rounds is really a killer to me man!! especially in the mercy of that hot sun!! *sobsob! sneeze sneeze!* but nvm, i will endure through de!! and i must get a silver for NAPFA!! if not got p.e remedial lo:( where got this kind of thing de?!! hai. got to work on my 2.4km and sit-and-reach lo!! heehee! ahhhhhhhhhh, i miss my dear:P hahaha!

I'm so damn busy everyday!! gosh!! seriously, who would ever believe that i'm a mugger?! but peeps, you know what?! circumstances in NJ FORCE me cannot DON'T be a mugger:( sigh.. why like that?!! hai... okie lo, want me mug izzit? then mug LO! mug LA! what can i do? hai. poor me!! *sneeze sneeze!* haha. okie, no more nonsense le. i gonna stop here!! continue next time then!! wheeeeeeee!!

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