Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Hi people!! haven't been blogging for sooooooo long!! gonna update today, since i'm finally free to blog! hehe:) hmm, my last post was like really really long ago? haven't been blogging since the year started man:( too busy, i guess...
School's as busy as it has been since the start of the year. getting really worn out nowadays, but not really stressed yet. haha. currently, i'm still able to keep up with the tutorial and lecture pace, i guess, so it's quite okay for me. hmmm, tennis is getting really really hectic nowadays! training's getting really frequent and i'm completely drained after every single training man:( but i guess it's all worthwhile! after all, i really enjoy tennis so much that it just took my attention away from my heavy workload and other personal problems! haha! Great! TENNIS ROCKS MAN! luckily, i make the right choice in choosing tennis as my very first sport cca that i take up:) heehee! lalala! oh, and the tennis team went to KL during the march holidays for training. it's really fantastic and a super good time for team bonding! i'm really didn't regret going for the trip man. although i didn't get to play much, the A division girls team got a lot more closer than before and a lot more united!! haha!! the unity of the team is especially seen when any of the A division girls are bullied? *blink blink!!* heehee!!! damn fun!!! MAN! I LOVE TENNIS AND THE TEAM MAN!! THANKS GIRLS FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE!! BIG HUG TO ALL OF YOU!:D hehe!
I really believe i've grown quite a lot in tennis. firstly, i really understand the importance of cheering each other on under any circumstances now. no matter whether it's a singles or a doubles match, the person on the court needs to be cheered on all the time! maybe we can't be there to play with her side by side, but at least she knows we are with her mentally, and that she's never alone, because we are always there cheering her on and supporting her throughout the whole match:) which i guess and believe, is really important:D hehe! and this is something tennis taught me. secondly, perseverance. i would say tennis, as a sport cca, is kinda slack. at times where other ccas are running rounds after rounds on the track, tennis is happily doing service and playing in the courts. haha, but who says tennis is really an easy sport? and why is perseverance important? i'll tell you why, because you need that to continue training hard so as to improve your really lousy skills and you need that even more to survive from the fate of elimination, but i guess it didn't really affect me very greatly when i wasn't chosen for nationals. haha, save me from all the pressure and stress man:) i'm kinda glad actually!:D lalalala!
Alright, tennis is really a wonderful sport man, and i've made lotsa wonderful friends, like my super wonderful yet a bit crazy captain Eliza *hahaha!*, the super pro and cute Allysa *a bit crazy too!*, the super duper high and completely nuts Maricelle!, the really hilarious and entertaining Felicia aka Fuzzy, the funny and smart Jennifer *WHERE'S WAI KIT HUH? hahaha!*, the super nice and caring Li Qiao *she took really good care of sijia during the kl trip man!:D heehee!* and last but not least, the youngest and fun Shu yi! hehe! that's the A division girls team and each and every one of them are unique and important! i couldn't imagine how life in tennis would be without them! so THANKS GIRLS so much!:D haha!
Guess what?!! tennis took my attention away from him man:) haha. hard to believe? but it's true. i was kinda shocked too, but i realise after the kl trip, i felt a lot more peaceful and calm about my feelings, unlike the crazy sijia who take note of even the slightest movement of his? *am i really that crazy? DOTS* oh, a lot more clear about my feelings towards him too. yes, he's very important to me and i'm very sure about it, but he's not among my first few priorities. Excluding my family, studies is of course my first priorities, followed by tennis, and lastly him, but it's not fixed yet. if there's any other important stuff that comes along, he would just be pushed back, i guess. haha. still, despite his ranking among my priorities, he is still very very important to me. if anything happens to him or concerns him, i would not hesitate to throw back all my other priorities, as long as he's happy and safe:) haha. some people may think it's very silly of me to do so much for him, but i guess not. To me, he is everything. I'm willing to sacrifice anything for him, as long as he needs me, i'll be there for him, always and no doubt about it. hmmm, really feeling very calm and happy! hahaha! it's really great to just like him without any thoughts of future or other stuff. just simply the very innocent and pure type of liking, without any expectation from him. haha! it's not silly, i don't need any return of affection from him or whatsoever, in fact, i don't need anything from him at all, just his presence is enough:) hehe! even if it's looking at him from far away, i'm happy and satisfied and it's all that i ask for:D hee!
Lalala! class's getting quite boring nowadays:( if it's not for Angela who keeps me company all the time, i really wonder how i'll survive the lessons man:( Thanks Angela! so much! haha! and all the little secrets of yours that you share with me! i really appreciate it and i'm happy for you too!! *blink blink! you know what i'm talking about RIGHT?! don't act blur, i know you know! hahah!* but i really appreciate your company these few days man, if not i would have been like alone? maybe not, since sijia is such an easy person to get along with! *WAHAHA! no la, joking nia:)* BIG HUG TO ANGELA!! THANKS SO MUCH! for everything, especially listening to my rubbish about him:) heehee! if you ever need me or a listening ear, just come to me ks! i'll always be there for you, because that's what friends are for!:D heehee!
alright, feeling really tired, gonna sleep soon! haha! i'm such a pig man, but it's okie! i love sleeping! hopefully i will be able to find time to blog more the next time!:D
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