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Friday, July 20, 2007

Hi people! i went to the airport today to send my brother's exchange programme buddy off. he came here for near to a month and is going back to Australia today. i guess he should be sleeping on the plane now..

The whole thing happens like this, my younger brother went on an exchange programme to Brisbane, Australia in May. he went for like, around 3 weeks and his buddy, Jordan, came at the end of May for around 4 weeks. so, in this 4 weeks, he stayed in my house and went to school with my brother every morning! hmm, i wasn't really used to having a stranger staying in my house at first, but it turned out quite well as time passed. he's friendly and very knowledgable and we have quite a lot of common topics to chat about, probably because he likes biology and is very interested in what i've been studying such as genetics and evolution. because of this, we do chat quite a lot when having meals about biology and history stuff.

But time passed really fast and 4 weeks are over... he went back home today on a flight at around 9pm and should be reaching Australia at around 7am tomorrow morning. hmmm, it's really sad for me... although i'm not as close to him as my younger brother is, i still treat him as a friend, maybe a good friend. so, it's very sad that he's going back today because we simply don't know when we will get to see him again after this departure. and guess what, my younger brother cried in the airport when he hugged his buddy. omg, that scene made me even more upset. i guess he felt really awful at that very moment. his buddy, who has spent like around 2 months with him, is leaving and returning to his own country... although 2 months is not really long, it's not really short too! strong friendship and bonds can be formed and i guess they have created an impact in each other's life and have leave really good memories in each other's heart... the memories are probably, the best thing Jordan has left for my brother and nothing could replace it... hopefully, our whole family will get to meet up with him soon and i really hope that he has enjoyed his stay in Singapore. it may not be perfect, but at least, i hope it gave him fond memories that he could take with him back to Brisbane:)

Seriously, i'm sad... my friend has gone back to his country:( *sobsob* nvm, let's hope that he's fine and happy!!

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

HI! heehee:) happy today!! although this week and a few days of last week, something really bad happened, and i really regretted what i did, everything is finally fine now!! the sky is finally bright and sunny again after the storm!! *damn the storm man!* hahaha! HMMM, about what happened, i shall not disclose then:) it's not at all nice, so it's not at all worth mentioning, right?! heehee:) just know that the owner of this blog, who is ME, is happy, in fact very happy now, and that's enough! WAHAHA!

maybe i shall share some of my feelings here. seriously, the last few days had been really hectic and bad for me. firstly, homeworks and pw's stuff and documents are all pouring in at once! i really couldn't find time to finish them, even handling them alone is a big problem:( i've got like evolution tutorial and MCQ to do, chemistry energetics tutorial to finish, pw's EOM material to be found and many many more! and guess what's worst than all these?!?! i fell sick on monday!!! went for nail art class in the afternoon and came back with a fever:( so, i rested at home for 2 days and missed school on wed. as expected, i missed the lectures and lots of homework simply start piling. probably, the only lucky thing is that i'm receiving most of my common test papers now and teachers are mostly busy going through the answers and settling class issues:) therefore, i can afford to push some should-be-done homework to next week:) wheeeee!! but, i'm still like damn busy nowadays?!!! *sigh & sob*

secondly, it's bad because i really feel very lost the last few days. i almost lost someone who i really loved and cannot live without and i do not fear writing it here because this person is really important and dear to me. thankfully, i'm really grateful i didn't continue with my foolish thoughts, if not, i guess i would be filled with nothing but regrets now. also, thanks those who stood by me and suppported me at that time! if you all weren't there, i wouldn't have gone through those all by myself. thanks!

you know what? after studying in NJC for like more than half a year, i finally have one conclusion about the school. alright, the school is good in terms of academic results and CCAs, and some of the people and teachers there are really nice, HOWEVER (watch this word!), it's DAMN STRESSFUL! a few days ago, i sat in class and thought about the homeworks and stuff that i have to handle, i guess i almost went berserk at that instant! seriously, i almost really thought i would go insane at that moment. it's like... it just never occur to me before that people could actually really go crazy because of stress! i didn't really believe it when i heard stories of how brilliant students ended up in Woodbridge because they simply could not cope, but if you tell me the story now, i will believe. it really almost occured to me. BUT, afterall, NJC is a good school and i really like it! *grins!*

i'm going out tomorrow, although i still have loads of homework undone! hahaha! relaxation is something really important in our life and if you ever have the chance to relax, grab it! and never let go:) that's why, i'm going out with my dearest tomorrow! really miss him nowadays, so must spend time with him:) hehehe!!

alright, take care people!! life is kinda tough nowadays but bear with it!<--*my dear taught me that!* the sky will be bright and sunny again after the storm!! hehe! and you wouldn't be worst than me, i'm having a sore throat and cough now and I HAVE NO VOICE! how to talk?! you know how important talking is to such a noisy person like me?!! sighhh, but what can i do? WAIT FOR IT TO RECOVER LAH, WHAT ELSE?! *sobsob & sneezesneeze*

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