Thursday, August 27, 2009
OMG! think it has been more than a yr since i last blogged! hmmm, so many things actually changed and i just edited my profile! haha. no longer a student of njc, but a student of nus now! and no longer still the 17 yr old kid who was thinking so much and eventually heartbroken by someone. But, i'm the sijia who all of you know! still so noisy and busy! haha.
life in nus is still managable, although it's only the third week of school. made a lot of new good friends, a few of which are really gifts from whoever is up there. although it's only a mere three weeks, i had times when i really felt very drained and tired. as many told me, it's prolly the period of adaptation that takes time and energy, and i really hope it's as they said.
really missed school badly in the long hols. everything of school- friends, lectures, tutorials, basically, the school experience and the interaction between humans. it's not as though i was living in my own world without any interactions with people in the hols, just that it wasn't the kind of interaction i desired. And i was really living in a world with minimal human interactions in the long hols, partly due to the need of being alone. learnt and started to love the loneliness that is present in every corner, and it's really a good break from reality. haha. do note that i'm not emo-ing though!:D
now that i'm back to school, lectures and tutorials are just part and parcel of it. i'm not dreading any of it, except lab reports which are kinda driving me nuts. perhaps it's a new thing that jc students were never totally exposed to, so it does take some adaptation skills. although we have done SPA in the past, and the lab reports were kinda similar to it, SPA was done part by part, while the lab report was a combination of everything! and the fact that i haven't been touching such laboratory reports really is giving me a hard time generating those stuff. haha, but it's over, at least the deadline is postponed, which means a break for me for the time being.
i've learnt to enjoy bus rides nowadays. i guessed all my close friends know that i particularly hate bus rides in the past, dizzy spells you see, but it's really a time where you can rest and shut down your brain without being bothered by the tonnes of work waiting for you at home, even though it's only a mere 15 mins ride. kinda funny, because humans really only learn to appreciate things at a much later stage or age, and i kinda give the credits to the busy life that i have now. if it had not been for the busy life i'm living now, i prolly won't be able to learnt to appreciate such stuff. haha. grats to me:D
alright, turning in. stay tuned~
*green makes a new beginning for me. so let go of the pink you've been so used to.
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