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Thursday, April 12, 2007

HI PEOPLE!

finally, i have time to blog! haha. sorry peeps, have been very busy nowadays. trying to get myself being voted OUT of council. heehee:) a bit crazy to some people, yes, it is. lotsa people have asked me the question why? but the answer is too simple. i dislike the way the council works, i dislike the people in council, overall, I DISLIKE EVERYTHING OF THE STUDENT COUNCIL, especially the teacher-in-charge. shall not say much about the council, because i feel that they are not fit to appear in my blog. too bad then. people of njc, pls, PLS DON'T VOTE FOR ME IF YOU READ THIS POST! i don't want my two years in NJ to live in misery. thanks foryour cooperation. i really appreciate your understanding. Instead, you can vote for Shermin!! she's no 61! look out for her and VOTE FOR HER!! hahaha:)

the week's finally ending! haha! hmm, gonna drag tomorrow i guess. friday is the most boring day of the week, because of the subjects on that day. imagine having two periods of PW, econs lecture, maths lecture, MATHS TUTORIAL... not that i drag maths, no i don't. in fact, i like maths! but maybe, the teacher is too boring that i dragged attending maths tutorial:( if only maths and PW tutorials were like chemistry tutorials! OMG, its the best thing to ever happen!! chem tutorial simply rocks man!! my teacher, also my civics tutor, really ROCKS!! he's really a super duper nice and good teacher!! very VERY INSPIRIING!! trust me, he's the only teacher who i have ever approached for advices and counselling in my life!! thanks Mr Goh (my teacher!!) lalalalal! hmmm, i'm having P.E tomorrow!! haha. guess its 2.4. but it doesn't really matter though:) somehow, i find myself starting to enjoy and like running! maybe it really helps me in releasing the stress that i'm going through and yes, as what caslin has said, its the only lesson that does not require the brain! HAHA! hope i do well for NAPFA. don't wanna go for p.e remedial!!:(

going out for dinner with my dearest tomorrow!! haha. so happy! seriously, i haven't seen him for almost a week and i really miss him so damn much!! sigh. though being in different schools will lessen the time we get to see each other, but i think its a good experience for us. i was thinking about me and him(my dear!) when i was on the train home today. hmmm, should i say that we have gone through quite a lot of obstacles together since the day we decided to be together? i could still recall that very day when he left for malaysia for his soccer training last year. i cried on the train with veron beside me when i received a very simple message from him on my way home after shopping with him. after that, we had a series of quarrels which all couples would definitely experience through their love life. hmm, i will not deny that we do quarrel at times, even now we still do, but through quarrels, i realise i have understand him so much better! i believe he has learnt a lot of new things about me through the quarrels too. yes, some guys may find girls being unreasonable at times, yelling and shouting for no particular reason, but all of us have our temperaments too. guys do experience mood swings too, maybe just not as often as girls. seriously, i really admire the way my darling put up with all my nonsense through this period of time. he has openly admitted that he had been angry with me at times for being unreasonable and he just couldn't understand why i'm behaving like this, but he put up with everything! i can tell everyone proudly that haoli has never scold or yell at me at all, since we start till now, not a single bit! haha! i really appreciate everything that he has done for me!! to think of it now, being in different schools is not a total bad thing too. quarrels are minimised and absence really makes the hearts fonder!! i feel so happy to see haoli every week and i look forward to seeing him every week! even if we don't go shopping, mugging is a good activity too!! hehe! it may sound so boring to some people, but its definitely not when you do it with the person you love so much! haha. every minute and second spent together means to me, simply because we are not in the same school. maybe, being separated in different schools will help us to treasure the time we have together more, treasure the other party more! and maybe, if we survive through jc, it will help a lot when he goes for NS. haha! yea, i'm thinking too much, but i will try to maintain the relationship as best as i can! lalalala!!

hahaha, too much about the me and my dear, gonna stop here!! shall continue another time!! hopefully after my campaigning! heehee. i'm going to pray that i get voted OUT of council!! haha!! people, wish me luck! thanks:)

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