Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, July 14, 2007

HI! heehee:) happy today!! although this week and a few days of last week, something really bad happened, and i really regretted what i did, everything is finally fine now!! the sky is finally bright and sunny again after the storm!! *damn the storm man!* hahaha! HMMM, about what happened, i shall not disclose then:) it's not at all nice, so it's not at all worth mentioning, right?! heehee:) just know that the owner of this blog, who is ME, is happy, in fact very happy now, and that's enough! WAHAHA!

maybe i shall share some of my feelings here. seriously, the last few days had been really hectic and bad for me. firstly, homeworks and pw's stuff and documents are all pouring in at once! i really couldn't find time to finish them, even handling them alone is a big problem:( i've got like evolution tutorial and MCQ to do, chemistry energetics tutorial to finish, pw's EOM material to be found and many many more! and guess what's worst than all these?!?! i fell sick on monday!!! went for nail art class in the afternoon and came back with a fever:( so, i rested at home for 2 days and missed school on wed. as expected, i missed the lectures and lots of homework simply start piling. probably, the only lucky thing is that i'm receiving most of my common test papers now and teachers are mostly busy going through the answers and settling class issues:) therefore, i can afford to push some should-be-done homework to next week:) wheeeee!! but, i'm still like damn busy nowadays?!!! *sigh & sob*

secondly, it's bad because i really feel very lost the last few days. i almost lost someone who i really loved and cannot live without and i do not fear writing it here because this person is really important and dear to me. thankfully, i'm really grateful i didn't continue with my foolish thoughts, if not, i guess i would be filled with nothing but regrets now. also, thanks those who stood by me and suppported me at that time! if you all weren't there, i wouldn't have gone through those all by myself. thanks!

you know what? after studying in NJC for like more than half a year, i finally have one conclusion about the school. alright, the school is good in terms of academic results and CCAs, and some of the people and teachers there are really nice, HOWEVER (watch this word!), it's DAMN STRESSFUL! a few days ago, i sat in class and thought about the homeworks and stuff that i have to handle, i guess i almost went berserk at that instant! seriously, i almost really thought i would go insane at that moment. it's like... it just never occur to me before that people could actually really go crazy because of stress! i didn't really believe it when i heard stories of how brilliant students ended up in Woodbridge because they simply could not cope, but if you tell me the story now, i will believe. it really almost occured to me. BUT, afterall, NJC is a good school and i really like it! *grins!*

i'm going out tomorrow, although i still have loads of homework undone! hahaha! relaxation is something really important in our life and if you ever have the chance to relax, grab it! and never let go:) that's why, i'm going out with my dearest tomorrow! really miss him nowadays, so must spend time with him:) hehehe!!

alright, take care people!! life is kinda tough nowadays but bear with it!<--*my dear taught me that!* the sky will be bright and sunny again after the storm!! hehe! and you wouldn't be worst than me, i'm having a sore throat and cough now and I HAVE NO VOICE! how to talk?! you know how important talking is to such a noisy person like me?!! sighhh, but what can i do? WAIT FOR IT TO RECOVER LAH, WHAT ELSE?! *sobsob & sneezesneeze*

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