Thursday, September 19, 2013
We need to start establishing distance. You're starting to affect me. I find myself thinking of you a bit too often, a bit too much when i'm not supposed to be. It's not like you're single and available, i just found out yesterday that you're not. And the fact that there's so much in common makes me feel scared, scared that i'll be drawn a lot more to you because of the similarities.
And stop, stop looking at me, because when i look at you and saw you looking at me, it affects me even more, so stop. I find myself trying to avoid eye contact with you today because i know you're unavailable and i can't help but feel sad about it. And so the last image i want my brain to be picturing is your face, which has been appearing a bit too often recently.
And stop pacing anywhere near my proximity, you're making me think a lot about it. The last time i saw you right outside the toilet and you almost turned in the other direction upon seeing me, i started wondering over the reasons why you were pacing outside the toilet and turning when you see me. And the fact that you were outside the toilet today again when i came out had me thinking again, so stop doing that, you're making things worst.
I'm sorry if i start acting weirder and weirder in your presence, i simply don't know how to curb myself with that beautiful face of yours popping up in my mind so often recently. I find myself drawn to talking to you, i find myself wanting to talk to you all the time. But so? We can't progress beyond chatting. I find myself wanting to look at you all the time. This kinda spells trouble to me and i'm not keen on that. So yes, my point is clear- we need to start establishing distance.
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